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i was comfortable

well no wonder he was bitching
sharing a bed is great and all right up until you fall off

Edited 2016-05-17 02:04 (UTC)

it's kind of weird though you know?

we spent all that time not really being comfortable when we slept ever, like we were lucky to even have a bed to sleep in much less a big comfortable one with tons of space.

now all of a sudden things are normal. and good. things go good for us sometimes, it's really weird.

im surprised you're not used to it by now
i mean its been months, right?
i kind of hoped it'd get better by then

i think these days i'm mostly used to it, but then realizing that i'm used to it is what makes it weird all of a sudden.

like thinking about breathing or blinking and then all of a sudden it feels weird, even though most of the time you do it without even noticing?

yeah
i get you
but it's good, right? you and him and all of it
i mean

are you happy, is what i'm asking, i guess

he makes me happier than anything

i mean seeing him when i stepped off the train that day...this whole thing, all of it, it would've been so much worse if he hadn't been here. so yeah. it's good, and i'm happy. i'm really happy.

...

but i think

i think i can relax now more than i ever could before, because you're here

i missed you a lot when you weren't here

[He's happy that Jotaro is happy, as silly as that sounds. Polnareff will always be able to bounce back, because that's just who he is-- but sometimes he worries about Jotaro. The guy went through a lot of shit back in Egypt, more than any of them.

So to hear that-- and he knows Jotaro isn't lying, because that's not who he is-- is a treat unto itself.

But ah, that last part . . .]

im sorry i took so long
i'd say i missed you too but you know
it was about ten whole minutes for me

relax
i like that
that you can relax now that i'm around

[It might sound sarcastic, but it's not.]

yeah

the thing with dio being here really fucked me up for a while and i guess it kind of still does but

you were there and you got out alive

like me

it shouldn't make us different but it makes us different, you know? so it's like...that was one weird way i was alone and now i'm not alone. or something.

i think we all have shit like that
me and kakyion with being mind controlled
you and giorno with dio
you and me with this

man we're really fucked up, all of us, aren't we?

...yeah.

but we're all getting better, too. have you noticed?

yeah
i mean it helps this place is pretty much paradise with occasional weird shit
like i mean it's not perfect but at least we're not getting attacked by weird stands every other day
i'll take some forced truth telling over that

but it's good to be together too

[A pause. A long pause, and Jotaro would be forgiven for thinking Polnareff was done. But, finally:]

i think maybe when we all go home i'll come back to japan with you guys