for a long time i was the guy who held everybody up, you know? and it started to feel like i was ignoring myself because i was trying so hard to be something for everyone else first.
then i started trying to take care of myself and that worked out too and it has for a while.
but this thing is kind of...you're somewhere in the middle of that. i'm something without trying to be. i don't have to try to be that for you, i just am.
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for a long time i was the guy who held everybody up, you know? and it started to feel like i was ignoring myself because i was trying so hard to be something for everyone else first.
then i started trying to take care of myself and that worked out too and it has for a while.
but this thing is kind of...you're somewhere in the middle of that. i'm something without trying to be. i don't have to try to be that for you, i just am.
it's different but not bad.