You do more than enough, Jojo. But I will ask if I need to.
He can take care of himself enough to survive. But I feel as though he's spent all his life surviving that he might not know how to live. Does that make sense?
I understand. You make me feel similarly, of course.
I think that if Sypha were here, it would be easier for him. They bring out a warmth in each other. Even if he doesn't realize it. But he'd be happier.
yeah, i know what you mean well, teach him how to use "the internet" as fast as you can i guess there's plenty of people to talk to on this thing there's bound to be someone he won't mind talking to
I'm not sure if anyone deserves to deal with that from him. But it's better than him being alone.
I would be worse off without you. Not to make it appear as though my happiness is dependent on you, but I always appreciate your support. I'll be fine.
Then I would like for you to come over tonight to hold me in bed. Or whenever you wish to come over.
Mărțișor is in a few days, the first of March. It's a simple celebration of spring. People would make talismans for each other made of red and white thread.
Some people would thread together the two colors and attach it to a pendant or broach. After gifting it to each other, the talismans are worn until the last day of the month, then attached to a tree. It's irrational, but it symbolizes a good harvest and spring.
I suppose that is coming soon. I haven't celebrated for awhile. The 20th of March.
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Thank you.
Well, it's not wrong, is it?
I pay close attention to your health.
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you're dr. acula
did the other one show up too
sypha ?
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Which means I'll probably have to make sure he doesn't do something to hurt himself or refuse moonlacing.
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what do you mean hurt himself
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okay yeah i can see how that could get dangerous
are you thinking of moving him in with you
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But I'll probably check on him from time to time.
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if i can help somehow just let me know
i get it
if someone from where i'm from showed up here all fucked up
i mean
it's just what you do
for the people who matter
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But I will ask if I need to.
He can take care of himself enough to survive.
But I feel as though he's spent all his life surviving that he might not know how to live.
Does that make sense?
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that's
that's how i felt before I met you
that sounds so stupid
but it's the truth
and i think that's who i would've been
if i hadn't come here
after everything i mean
just surviving
not living
you make me want to live
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You make me feel similarly, of course.
I think that if Sypha were here, it would be easier for him.
They bring out a warmth in each other. Even if he doesn't realize it.
But he'd be happier.
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well, teach him how to use "the internet" as fast as you can i guess
there's plenty of people to talk to on this thing
there's bound to be someone he won't mind talking to
hey
are you gonna be ok?
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But it's better than him being alone.
I would be worse off without you. Not to make it appear as though my happiness is dependent on you, but I always appreciate your support.
I'll be fine.
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there are some pretty hardass people out there
the kind who don't take any kind of shit from someone being a bastard
i know firsthand
they never take shit from me either
anyway
just remember you can always call
even if it's just to have me come over and
i don't know
hug you or something
spend the night just holding you
or letting you hold me
i'll come for you, ok
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It doesn't hurt that they're a bit of a bastard right back to you.
All right.
Not that I would be opposed to just having that from you. Whether or not I needed it.
But thank you.
You mean so much to me.
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someone being a bastard right back to me
good then
ask for it sometime just because you want it
need doesn't have to have anything to do with it
like dragobete
dragobete was a lot of fun by the way
there aren't any other romanian holidays coming up that i should know about are there
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Or whenever you wish to come over.
Mărțișor is in a few days, the first of March. It's a simple celebration of spring. People would make talismans for each other made of red and white thread.
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i want to see you, too
hmmm that's cute i think
thread talismans
i'll put star on that, it sounds like it takes a bunch of precision
what about your birthday
when's that
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I suppose that is coming soon. I haven't celebrated for awhile.
The 20th of March.
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so it looks like you'll have a place for your talisman after all
wait
seriously
it's next month?
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Yes.
I'll be 19.
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wait
we're the same age ???
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How old did you think I was?
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i never really did the math
i guess i just naturally estimate vampires somewhere around 100
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I suppose that's to be expected.
I did grow up quickly. Much quicker than any normal human would. That wouldn't help with the impression.
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