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Jotaro Kujo ⬤ JJBA: Stardust Crusaders
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moonblessing ⬤ Sanguis

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[reposing]

Then I owe you one, it seems.

Yes.
I'll be 19.

[starmark]

[...]

wait
we're the same age ???

[reposing]

Yes.
How old did you think I was?

[starmark]

dunno
i never really did the math

i guess i just naturally estimate vampires somewhere around 100

[reposing]

Well
I suppose that's to be expected.
I did grow up quickly. Much quicker than any normal human would. That wouldn't help with the impression.

[starmark]

it's not even really you
i'm just used to vampires being old as balls
or at least 100

it's stupid though cuz i met your mom
your human mom
who you can't logically be older than

it just never really clicked i guess

[reposing]

It's all right.
That would make sense, considering Dio specifically.

Besides, I never really gave you a timeline on how events transpired for me.

[starmark]

you're definitely the best looking though
vampire i mean
that i've ever met

must be your youthful glow

maybe you can tell me sometime
how things went
only if you want i mean

[reposing]

You're so ridiculous sometimes.
Though I guess it's not hard when you're comparing me to Dio.

About a day before you and I met is when Belmont and Sypha helped me face Dracula.
And a year before that is when Mother was executed.

[starmark]

and you slept for about a year
i remember that part

that scar on your chest is never going to heal is it
i mean not the way other injuries do for you

[reposing]

No.
I don't think it will.
But then, who is stronger than Dracula?
No one that I have encountered.
And he is the only one who has nearly killed me twice.

[starmark]

i'm sorry that's something you have to live with now
i hope it doesn't hurt anymore

you know i'm not very good at putting feelings into words
but
i wouldn't let you get hurt like that again
you know that, right

[reposing]

No, not physically.

I understand, Jojo.
I know you would protect me.
Just as I would do anything to keep you safe as well.
I'm often still afraid of how I might act if you were in danger, but I think the simulation put some of that into perspective.

[starmark]

into perspective?
what do you mean by that?

[reposing]

When I saw you in danger, I reacted violently. I knew I wouldn't rest until Dio was destroyed.
Mostly, I worry that I would ever end up like Father. When he went mad after Mother was killed. I'm sure I must have said something like that once.

[starmark]

you also picked me up and jumped me up to the top of a building once

but i understand that kind of worry
knowing you have the potential for something
and not knowing what you'll do with it if you're ever pushed to that limit

and i also know that there's no reassurance in the world that can make you stop worrying about it
not really and not for long

[reposing]

It's silly but at that time all I could think about was how I wanted to keep you away from anything that could hurt you.

Why do you feel that way?

[starmark]

it's not silly
honestly i was pretty bad off after that thing blinded me
i couldn't figure out where i was going but i knew it was you as soon as you grabbed me

i forget if i ever told you
but i'm not the only one in my family who has a stand
everyone on my mom's side does
in our bloodline i mean
did i ever mention that?

[reposing]

If nothing else I'm glad I didn't alarm you that badly.

Not exactly, but it was implicated.
You mentioned your grandfather having one.

[starmark]

yeah
all the joestars have stands
and we all have them to begin with because of dio

remember that scar on his neck?
i think you were there when he still had it
before he drank jiji and it sealed up

that body belonged to my great-great-grandfather
only the head was dio's
anyway something about that is what caused us all to get ours too
it ran the bloodline

i tell myself that star ended up the same as dio's the world because that's what it took to beat him
star has always been what i needed when i needed it
but that means that part of me is the same as him
and that means that if i wanted, i could do the things he did
there's really nothing stopping me
there isn't even another jotaro to show up and beat me
it's just me

the way that dio hit you in that simulation
that's the way he killed kakyoin
and from what jiji said he did it in stopped time
because one second kakyoin was fine and the next he was dead

i could do that if i wanted
i could kill someone in stopped time and how could anyone stop me

the only thing stopping me is me
that i don't want to
but that's not the same thing as never will and i know it

[reposing]

Then truly you do understand.
I do wish there was a way for me to comfort you. As I know you are nothing like him.
We all have the capacity for great evil and terrible deeds. Out of selfishness, or out of misshapen love.
But we also have the capacity of immense goodwill.

Perhaps that is something we both need to remember about ourselves.

[starmark]

it's something i think about a lot
...i mean obviously
given all that

i believe you though
i trust what you see
whether or not i see it myself

and i think you would stop
for what it's worth

[reposing]

I want to believe that I would, as well.
For Mother's last pleas, I did.
For you, I would.

So, let us trust each other then.

[starmark]

i do
i will

fuck i really wish i were there with you right now

[reposing]

Then come here.
Or should I come to you?