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Jotaro Kujo ⬤ JJBA: Stardust Crusaders
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[starmark]

into perspective?
what do you mean by that?

[reposing]

When I saw you in danger, I reacted violently. I knew I wouldn't rest until Dio was destroyed.
Mostly, I worry that I would ever end up like Father. When he went mad after Mother was killed. I'm sure I must have said something like that once.

[starmark]

you also picked me up and jumped me up to the top of a building once

but i understand that kind of worry
knowing you have the potential for something
and not knowing what you'll do with it if you're ever pushed to that limit

and i also know that there's no reassurance in the world that can make you stop worrying about it
not really and not for long

[reposing]

It's silly but at that time all I could think about was how I wanted to keep you away from anything that could hurt you.

Why do you feel that way?

[starmark]

it's not silly
honestly i was pretty bad off after that thing blinded me
i couldn't figure out where i was going but i knew it was you as soon as you grabbed me

i forget if i ever told you
but i'm not the only one in my family who has a stand
everyone on my mom's side does
in our bloodline i mean
did i ever mention that?

[reposing]

If nothing else I'm glad I didn't alarm you that badly.

Not exactly, but it was implicated.
You mentioned your grandfather having one.

[starmark]

yeah
all the joestars have stands
and we all have them to begin with because of dio

remember that scar on his neck?
i think you were there when he still had it
before he drank jiji and it sealed up

that body belonged to my great-great-grandfather
only the head was dio's
anyway something about that is what caused us all to get ours too
it ran the bloodline

i tell myself that star ended up the same as dio's the world because that's what it took to beat him
star has always been what i needed when i needed it
but that means that part of me is the same as him
and that means that if i wanted, i could do the things he did
there's really nothing stopping me
there isn't even another jotaro to show up and beat me
it's just me

the way that dio hit you in that simulation
that's the way he killed kakyoin
and from what jiji said he did it in stopped time
because one second kakyoin was fine and the next he was dead

i could do that if i wanted
i could kill someone in stopped time and how could anyone stop me

the only thing stopping me is me
that i don't want to
but that's not the same thing as never will and i know it

[reposing]

Then truly you do understand.
I do wish there was a way for me to comfort you. As I know you are nothing like him.
We all have the capacity for great evil and terrible deeds. Out of selfishness, or out of misshapen love.
But we also have the capacity of immense goodwill.

Perhaps that is something we both need to remember about ourselves.

[starmark]

it's something i think about a lot
...i mean obviously
given all that

i believe you though
i trust what you see
whether or not i see it myself

and i think you would stop
for what it's worth

[reposing]

I want to believe that I would, as well.
For Mother's last pleas, I did.
For you, I would.

So, let us trust each other then.

[starmark]

i do
i will

fuck i really wish i were there with you right now

[reposing]

Then come here.
Or should I come to you?

[starmark]

depends on where you want to sleep tonight
wherever we end up, we're not leaving

[reposing]

Hmm.
I'd better go to your place, then.
Trevor might interrupt.

The raccoon, not the Belmont.

[starmark]

wait

a raccoon?

[reposing]

Oh yes. I used a charm from the shop and it brought me a raccoon for some reason.
I suppose it was the charm's way of saying that I could use the company.
So I named him Trevor.

[starmark]

so it's not like
a raccoon you had before being here
or a raccoon from your childhood
or a talking vampire raccoon with vampire powers
or a wereraccoon

they just picked up some forest creature and handed it to you ???

[reposing]

No. Just a raccoon.
Maybe it lived in the Belmont hold or something.
That wouldn't be impossible.

[starmark]

so if i sleep over at your place
i might wake up to a raccoon
not a special raccoon
just a regular wild animal raccoon

named trevor

[reposing]

Yes.
Does it bother you?

[starmark]

nah
i've got a pretty high tolerance for random bizarre things
and you have to admit
this place just handing you a random raccoon is pretty bizarre

but i could hear you smiling about him earlier
even just through your text
so it's obvious having him makes you happy
so even without meeting him i know he can't be that bad

[reposing]

I think in the scale of things we've experienced, a random animal deposited to my care is the least strange thing that's happened to me.

Oh.
You could tell?
He's very sweet, actually. Just gluttonous.
I'd like you to see him sometime.

[starmark]

like me flying out of a big vacuum tube and crashing into you?
basically the same thing
only the raccoon probably weighs less

i can always tell when you're smiling

:)

[reposing]

I don't know, that was a bit weirder. At least I expected something from my world instead of some random bastard falling on me.

You can be so sweet, Jojo.
I'm smiling right now.
And I'm coming over to show you.

[starmark]

good
i'm ready

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