[He pauses, giving Kakyoin's fingers a slight squeeze.]
Listen. I'm going to say this, too, because I think it's good for you to hear it. Because I'm speaking from experience when I say it.
You're going to mess up. I have. You're going to backslide; I did. Sometimes change is like...crawling up a steep gravel hill on your elbows. It'll hurt. You'll fuck up. You'll slide back down.
No one is going to stop caring about you if that happens. Understand?
[It sounded like asking that took actual effort, probably because it did. Kakyoin kept reminding himself that he had to be open and straightforward here, if absolutely nowhere else just yet.]
[...He really, really still wasn't great at the whole friendship thing.]
I don't want to end up looking like some kind of lost cause.
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[He pauses, giving Kakyoin's fingers a slight squeeze.]
Listen. I'm going to say this, too, because I think it's good for you to hear it. Because I'm speaking from experience when I say it.
You're going to mess up. I have. You're going to backslide; I did. Sometimes change is like...crawling up a steep gravel hill on your elbows. It'll hurt. You'll fuck up. You'll slide back down.
No one is going to stop caring about you if that happens. Understand?
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[It sounded like asking that took actual effort, probably because it did. Kakyoin kept reminding himself that he had to be open and straightforward here, if absolutely nowhere else just yet.]
[...He really, really still wasn't great at the whole friendship thing.]
I don't want to end up looking like some kind of lost cause.
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[He pulls him a little closer, nuzzling down onto the top of his head.]
When something inside you says, "I'm afraid I look like a lost cause", tell it, "Jotaro would never give up on me." Until it shuts up.
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I can do that. You're the only person I know that's more stubborn than I am, after all.
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