Your mother is sitting next to me right now. I'm not her son, but I won't let her be alone, either. And I don't think she'd like it if you used her as an excuse not to take care of yourself.
What if . . . would it be something you could do, to say - I'll stay here for a day, or two days. Make a time limit. Stay with her, be here for her. And then go with Kakyoin. So you're not abandoning her, but you're not abandoning yourself, either.
Did you know that a mantis shrimp can see colors human beings can't even imagine? Every color we can see derives from the same three colors, red, blue, and green.
Mantis shrimp can derive color from red, blue, green, and thirteen others that humans don't even have a name for. Or conception of.
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Are you with Kakyoin right now?
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Yeah, that's my grandfather.
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That was a joke, for the record. I can stop making jokes if you want, Kakyoin doesn't seem to be appreciating them.
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I'm not that concerned about your grandfather in comparison to other things, you know.
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I'm...not really okay. But I'm not forcing myself to be either.
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There's a reason I'm staying out of this. Do you know why?
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It's because in this case, I would rather be the strong one. I would rather not be compromised, so you can afford to be. Is that all right with you?
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Can you hold me up without endangering yourself? If you say yes, then it's all right with me.
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I can if I stay where I am for now. If I don't have to explain who I am to him, then I can be whatever you need me to be.
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Kakyoin said we can run away somewhere. For a while. I'm thinking of saying yes.
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You should definitely say yes. Why wouldn't you?
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I want to be there for my mom.
Not "I have to be".
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What if . . . would it be something you could do, to say - I'll stay here for a day, or two days. Make a time limit. Stay with her, be here for her. And then go with Kakyoin. So you're not abandoning her, but you're not abandoning yourself, either.
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I'll tell Kakyoin to give it a couple of days. And to make me stick to it if I try to get around it.
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Mantis shrimp can derive color from red, blue, green, and thirteen others that humans don't even have a name for. Or conception of.
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