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Jotaro Kujo ([personal profile] starmark) wrote2019-11-17 04:17 pm
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disgusted this entry isn't only full of her

[personal profile] torsion 2020-01-26 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
Hey.
How you doing?
torsion: (dudebuster.)

[personal profile] torsion 2020-01-26 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
What, holidays a suckerpunch to you, too, huh?

I was just checking.
Just to check.
That's all!


[ She wants to make sure he's safe and she can support him. And if he wasn't alright it'd kill her inside. But that's not so easy to say. It's not something she can just let out. ]

Sorry if I made it sound worrying. I know you're capable of taking care of yourself, so it's not that. Don't want you to think I'm just here to say you can't do it alone or anything.
I guess I just
worry
is all
torsion: (bear hug.)

[personal profile] torsion 2020-01-26 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
I understand that probably too well.
For me, it's July 24th
There were eleven of us. Four survived. One of them preyed on us.
I was a lot younger then. But it isn't something that disappears. The memories.

Yeah. Lot of my decisions are in the moment. I wish it was easier to accept them and acknowledge the options at the time.
I regret a lot of what I've done.
Not just when I was younger, though. I should've done things before I came here. But I thought I was being stronger and protecting people.
Hard to admit.
But
I trust you. I think you understand what it's like. To have that weight.
Edited (imagine) 2020-01-26 03:41 (UTC)
torsion: (curb stomp.)

[personal profile] torsion 2020-01-26 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
You've got enough shit on your plate. Don't worry about it.
Wish I'd known for you, though. Could've at least tried to distract you.
I know you'd... probably still think about it. But you shouldn't have the same weight I do on your shoulders.

I did some horrible things, too. Recently. Before coming here. Things I don't want to think about.
But I don't know what to do with it. Knowing.
Movies and books love to tell you that another option will show up at the last minute. That you don't have to do something that feels wrong. But that's not how reality is.

I don't trust what they're doing. What they could do with our memories. My friend told me that before they "perfected" it, months before you and I were here, that it made nightmares a reality. It twisted things and brought them to life.

You okay?
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[personal profile] torsion 2020-01-26 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
I'm the last person to come to for advice like that.
But if you're alright with it and both happy it isn't any weirder than the shit you see people unashamed to talk about around these parts, yeah?

You and I. We've both seen a lot of death, haven't we? So you know how precious it is to have something good, whatever it is and however it pans out.
Not much, but I don't judge you. Especially if you don't regret it.
If you can be happy, let yourself feel that way.
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[personal profile] torsion 2020-01-26 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
Guess I feel differently. To me, it's a shrug. You're alright with it -- hopefully happy -- and it works for you.
If you needed me, I'd have your back, of course.

Well, try not to let them be a replacement. I get it. Sometimes you have a "type," right? But try to be mindful of that.
If you're happy, I don't care how old you are.
You shouldn't have to waste time for that time to be meaningful, you know? If it works for you and you feel happy, I've got your six. :)
Just remember that I'm loyal to a fault. And you'll always be the tops, yeah? So. You know.
torsion: (dweeb.)

[personal profile] torsion 2020-01-26 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
It's rough. Complicated. But if I didn't say it I wouldn't be a good friend, you know?
Even if I think you weren't in that mind-set or that lost.
People can be similar sometimes, yeah. I get that. Guess it's harder for me to really "get" it. Always wanted the same guy. Just didn't maybe don't understand it, I don't know.
Complicated.
Guess that's one thing we both get.

Ha ha, got yourself a renaissance strong man, yeah? I don't judge regardless.
Just remember I'm on your team so I'm gonna support you where I can. Just don't make me break the guy's bones. ;)
If you're happy, though, I like that.
People talk shit about younger folk like they can't get it. But I don't understand. You should be happy wherever you can be, however long you can be.
Just let 'em know I'll bust his ass. I like you best. Naturally gotta protect what I love. :)


[ It's not the same thing as a romantic relationship, but that she was willing to see and admit that she loves Jotaro (however it might be), is something she doesn't acknowledge. She doesn't realize what she's done, what she's said, and what it means.

Dizzying. Like phantom hands dragging out whatever you have left inside. She'd be alright with it.
]
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[personal profile] torsion 2020-01-26 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
I guess I'm
more transparent than I think huh? I like to I guess
I don't know. It's something I've fought for a long time. But being here, I know I need to talk to him when I can.
At the very least, he deserves to know how I feel.

I think you'd like him. Assuming you don't mind a bad joke or ten. ;)
He and I are pretty similar other than that he's like, three times my size? I guess.

Shucks. Don't make me cry.
Gotta play strong independent gal, you know! Rougher for a woman to bounce back from vulnerable.

Moved in with a guy from my world. So if you need anything here's the address you'll find me, by the way. Guess I kinda wanted to tell you that.


[ Don't let yourself become this awkward, Jotaro. Consider her a cautionary tale. ]
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[personal profile] torsion 2020-01-26 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Leon Kennedy.

I wish I could call you a smartass, but you're not wrong. He's with the DSO, Division of Security Operations. Unlike me he works for the American government, though it' still an anti-bioterrorism organization.

So, same business, different organization.
BSAA is better, naturally. ;)