[ There's another half to that statement, one that doesn't really need to be said by now. I'm worried about him letting me hurt you. Which is stupid, on the face of it. Star has always acted to preserve Jotaro's wellbeing. Always.
But then, Jotaro would rather be hurt than let him be hurt. And he
(star never hurt him. star never had to be forced to hurt him for the sake of survival, alone on a street in cairo. the battle was short and brutal, seconds that could have been hours rather than minutes that could have been days)
he has no evidence that Star would allow Jotaro to be hurt. But he worries. Because if there was ever something that would make Star allow it, it would be him. He pauses for a moment, caught off guard by half-remembering something that wasn't real, then pushes Jotaro back into the couch so he can move closer, halfway curled in his lap and halfway lying on top of him. ]
I'll stop if he shows up at all, just to be on the safe side. It's a shame to have to leave him out, but there'll always be other times.
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[ There's another half to that statement, one that doesn't really need to be said by now. I'm worried about him letting me hurt you. Which is stupid, on the face of it. Star has always acted to preserve Jotaro's wellbeing. Always.
But then, Jotaro would rather be hurt than let him be hurt. And he
(star never hurt him. star never had to be forced to hurt him for the sake of survival, alone on a street in cairo. the battle was short and brutal, seconds that could have been hours rather than minutes that could have been days)
he has no evidence that Star would allow Jotaro to be hurt. But he worries. Because if there was ever something that would make Star allow it, it would be him. He pauses for a moment, caught off guard by half-remembering something that wasn't real, then pushes Jotaro back into the couch so he can move closer, halfway curled in his lap and halfway lying on top of him. ]
I'll stop if he shows up at all, just to be on the safe side. It's a shame to have to leave him out, but there'll always be other times.