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[starmark]

no. don't come back here, it'll just make a bigger mess

[Why, Jotaro, that almost sounded like a hilariously pleasant threat.]

why did you think it'd be funny?

[ufufufufu]

I'm good at cleaning. :(

Because Rohan likes weird things. Kissing someone is weird for me! It's really weird. I like licking blades more. Hahaha! So I thought it would be funny. I remember opening my mouth and breathing more on him so that he really got to smell how bad I'm rotting. Hahahaha! It's really funny to think like that, right?

[starmark]

that's fucked up

i can't believe that's something i even need to say

[ufufufufu]

It was? Is? Oh.

I'm sorry. I thought it would be funny. I didn't mean to upset with it. :( Are you upset? I'm sorry. Don't be sad! Don't be sad, Jotaro! :C :c :c!!!

[starmark]

DON'T BREATHE ROTTING BREATH ON PEOPLE

HOW DOES THAT NOT GO WITHOUT SAYING

[ufufufufu]

I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE FUNNY

I THINK IT WOULD BE FUNNY

[starmark]

yare yare you're a piece of work

don't do it again

ever

to anyone

especially not rohan

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[ufufufufu]

ok

[ufufufufu]

i was scolded a lot :(

[ufufufufu]

That was kind of fun.

But I won't.

Upsetting people is a no-no if it doesn't end in what I want. :) So, are you feeling better? You're not still sad, right? I want to be the only person who is ever hurt. Okay? Okay??

[starmark]

...

so when you provoke people to get them to hurt you

what happens if the provoking hurts them by mistake



i'm just wondering

[ufufufufu]

I feel bad. :(

I didn't want to hurt them. I wanted to be the only one hurt. But if I make it too easy for them, they'll end up with hurt feelings afterwards. I know that! They say things like, "that bastard just got what he wanted and I'm still like this!" So, I thought, I'll play with them a lot so that they get all those feelings out and feel better after they hurt me.

Sometimes they die. Sometimes they're lying with lots of pieces missing and screaming.

I feel really sad about it, though. Then I feel okay because everything is all red and gooey and that always makes me feel better!

[starmark]

which do you think they'd rather have

hurt feelings, or lots of pieces missing and screaming

[ufufufufu]

MISSING PIECES

[starmark]

why

explain why that's better

[ufufufufu]

I've had hurt feelings.

I had them for a long long long long long time. It really was upsetting. I couldn't do anything about it. No matter how much I scratched, they remained. But pieces gone are pieces gone. It's over. It's done. :)

So, it's sad, but not as sad as leaving hurt feelings!

[starmark]

what if the other person is the opposite of you

what if they get more upset by missing pieces than they do by hurt feelings

you can cover up hurt feelings. you can't cover up missing parts of yourself.

[ufufufufu]

That's true. But they usually die so it's over! Hahaha! So they don't have to be upset anymore.

But I kind of understand, still. I have a lot of pieces missing. Right? I don't want them to be missing but they are. I really want to get to understand people and I really want to be closer to humans. I really want to be. But these things get in the way and my missing pieces and parts are shown!

[starmark]

...right

so when you hack off pieces of other people, now they're stuck with missing pieces and they probably don't want them to be missing either

which is bullshit

[ufufufufu]

It's really difficult. :(

I try to kill them after, though. If I remember. Sometimes I think that my failure is so funny that I wander off laughing. I hope that they end up all right.

[starmark]

do you really think that they end up all right

whether you kill them or you leave them


that's an honest question i'm honestly asking what you think

[ufufufufu]

Yes!!!

If they die, they don't have to suffer with missing pieces. Also, they're asking, aren't they? "Kill me. Kill me." That sort of thing. So obviously, that is what they want and don't want to ever play with anyone ever again. It's a little sad, isn't it? Isn't it, Jotaro? I think so. So, if that is what they want, I'm happy to oblige.

When I leave them, sometimes, they're not there anymore. I wonder... where did they go? What about all that crying before? Then I think, oh! They realize that they want to keep living and that makes me very happy! So either way, it's a good ending, isn't it?

[starmark]

i don't really think an ending where somebody's begging to die is a good ending

but that's the kind of thing that's always left a bad taste in my mouth

even when it was someone i hate more than i've ever hated anyone else, i didn't like the thought of killing him while he was on his knees

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[ufufufufu]

[ufufufufu]

Jotaro, you are a very good boy. A really good boy.

Such a sight is one I saw a lot. A lot.
It's one you see a lot in the Oda.
Your heart is one that would be crushed if under my lord.
That said, I take it back.
Please do not come see the tribute. Do not come see the puppets.
My lord lives in that space and I do not want your heart gobbled up.