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[ufufufufu]

That is right.

《 ° ♢ ° 》 ▪ ▪ ▪

Does the face make the question lighter on your shoulders?

[starmark]

you're sending me cute faces now?

i want to know why you're asking

because i'm pretty sure you're not asking without a reason

[ufufufufu]

I like you. Didn't I say that?

《 ● ^ ● 》♡ ?

I wonder if this is making this easier or making you worry? Understanding humans is hard, Jotaro. 《 • _ • 》 ¿¿¿

Rohan killed Kira. I am not mad. I am actually very, very sad. It hurts. Kira came back and only said sad things. 《 ° ^ ° 》Do the faces make it easier, Jotaro? Do they?

[starmark]

you did say that

okay i accept the cute faces then, you can keep doing them if you want



rohan didn't tell me he was going to do that

a lot of people have been making you sad lately, haven't they

[ufufufufu]

I will.

I am glad. I would have hoped you would tell me if he had said that to you. 《 • ♡ • 》

It is all right. I will be all right. But will you? 《 ° x ° 》 ▪ ▪ ▪ An offense is an offense. Taking on the weight of a kill, that is very, very heavy. For my lord that is cruel, even he would get mad if I killed more than I should. He wouldn't accept them if it was too much and punish me for it.

But Jotaro has a kind heart. I do not ask you to punish Rohan. Surprise!! I do not. But I ask you not to accept this upon your shoulders. Okay? 《 ● ° ● 》 ¿ ? ¿

[starmark]

...you want me to stay out of this one, is what you're saying?

you're saying you don't want me to take responsibility for what rohan did?

[ufufufufu]

Please?

《 ¡ ^ ¡ 》 ▪ ▪ ▪

[starmark]

is someone going to hurt him?

[ufufufufu]

Yes.

《 ▪ ^ ▪ 》 Going to try.

[starmark]

and you don't want me taking the hurt for him the way i would for josuke?

[ufufufufu]

That is correct.

I forgive Josuke. I forgive him. 《 ● ^ ● 》 ▪ ▪ ▪ Because Josuke does not have it in him. I talk and talk with him. I like his honesty and heart. I would like to see blood gushing out his mouth but not because of a slight. It is because I like him and want to get closer. Different reasons. I know Josuke doesn't mean it. Like the Tiger Cub. Still learning how to speak to those of us that are bloodied and waiting, waiting, waiting. He won't make a good meal. So I will forgive all his trespasses! What you tried to tell me, yes?

But Rohan is different. Smells different to me. 《 ¡ ° ¡ 》

[starmark]

josuke is a good kid, so it's right that he has a strong lord to help protect him from the ugliness of battle

but rohan is different

rohan doesn't need that kind of protection because he's a combatant in his own right

that's what you mean by he smells different?

[ufufufufu]

As always, you understand!!

《 •♡• 》 ♡♡♡♡♡!!!!

[starmark]

yeah that's what i try to do

understand

make sure we're on the same page and all that shit



what is it you're thinking about doing to him

[ufufufufu]

I would like to kidnap him. After that, unsure. 《 ° ☆ ° 》 ¿ ? ¿

Rohan made Kira think that no one would miss him and that he had no future. 《 ¡ ○ ¡ 》 ▪ ▪ ▪ I don't know what I am going to do to him. I don't know. 《 ☆ ° ☆ 》 I just want to get my hands on him.

There is cruel and there is cruel. And the smell on Rohan is going to make him sick. I am going to make sure I scrub the smell off him. 《 ● _ ● 》

[starmark]

i'm not going to tell you rohan's business, that's not my job or my right

what i am going to tell you is that this is a part of a cycle

if this keeps going on then pretty soon everybody's going to have a grudge against everyone else and no one is going to actually remember why it started except that everyone thinks it was somebody else's fault

i've already been trapped in that situation once in my life. i don't want to end up like that again

so let me ask you this

if rohan thought that what he was doing to kira was settling a score — making them even

then wouldn't going after him make things uneven again?

[ufufufufu]

If Rohan thought that, I suppose it would make things even. 《 ° ☆ ° 》 ¿ ?

Kira might be able to be talked down. Kira said he was willing to let things be even and not do anything. That is what he said. Maybe he can think that way again? 《 ♡ ° ♡ 》 ♡ • • ♡ • •

I would not want things uneven. I like things fair. Everyone has to know the rules or it isn't fun. People feel cheated and the way they bleed smells wrong. 《 ° □ ° 》 !! Explaining everything at the time just makes them gush worse. How can our hearts connect if they feel they are tricked???

[starmark]

yeah i kinda figured

so

make sure you know the situation

i get that you want kira to be happy and it bugs you that some shit happened to him

and i'm not saying anything either way about what rohan did

i don't know what he thought or why he did what he did

BUT if that's why he did it, then for the moment everyone is even with everyone else and this shit can just stop

[ufufufufu]

I want Kira to know he would he missed and that he has some future. I would be happy if he could think that way, again.《 ° ♡ ° 》

Kira said that he didn't want me to talk about him with anyone but I have broken that rule a lot. 《 ○ ☆ ○ 》 I would confess but we are working together to make him happy so he doesn't need to know.

I am saying because I thought if I could capture Rohan that would be enough to help him. 《 ▪ _ • 》 I don't know how to help that isn't killing or killing or killing.

I did not think the day would come that Mitsuhide Akechi could not solve something with murder. This is a very dark day, Jotaro. 《 ● ^ ● 》 ¡ ¡ ¡

[starmark]

...

some problems can't be solved with murder

and some problems shouldn't be

once someone took away my best friend, so i killed him

it didn't change anything about the way i felt

[ufufufufu]

You lost someone? I am sorry.

I am surprised that murdering didn't make you feel better. It always makes me feel better. But I only feel sad for Kira. 《 ° ^ ° 》 I could kill all these people and watch the gushing stream.

For a time, Kira might be happy but he still has the thought in his head hat his future is gone. 《 • - • 》 You see? Even I know that much. I know because I felt it once. My purpose in life gone. My future cloudy.

I killed a lot of people but the feeling didn't go away even as I could look to all the bodies. I could laugh and giggles but with such a dark horizon awaiting me, I couldn't be happy no matter how many lives I took.

So I don't know what to do... how can I have Kira see something for himself? How can I take back what Rohan took from him? 《 • ° • 》 What can I do?

[starmark]

what if there's nothing you can do

then you'll be sad and upset, right

[ufufufufu]

[ A long pause. Nothing he can do? ]

No.

I can fix it.

[starmark]

i didn't say you can't

you want to help kira so you'll stop feeling like this too, right?

[ufufufufu]

I want to help Kira for Kira. I don't care about my feelings. Not now. Unimportant!

《 •\ _ /• 》