[Okay. Here it goes. Sorta. He needs a long moment to consider what he's written before he sends it because he doesn't want this to be like how things went down between him and his mother. He knows there's probably no real perfect or "right" way to say it, but there's definitely a wrong way and he wants to avoid that at all costs.]
i don't want to beat around the bush about it, so i'm just going to say it.
things between caesar and me have moved past just being friends. it's been that way for a while for me at least, but i didn't do anything about it until i really thought about it the consequences. and i know one of the consequences might be that it feels like a betrayal to you and your mother. i know that might seem like i don't care because i went for it anyway, but it's not as straightforward as that. i won't get into all of it though unless you really want to know because maybe you don't want to hear it and that's okay.
what i think you should know though is that i'm not going to ask either one of you to like it or not be pissed at me for it. i just don't want to hide it from either of you because regardless of how you feel about it, you should find out about it from me directly instead of down the line when it comes out eventually anyway.
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[Okay. Here it goes. Sorta. He needs a long moment to consider what he's written before he sends it because he doesn't want this to be like how things went down between him and his mother. He knows there's probably no real perfect or "right" way to say it, but there's definitely a wrong way and he wants to avoid that at all costs.]
i don't want to beat around the bush about it, so i'm just going to say it.
things between caesar and me have moved past just being friends. it's been that way for a while for me at least, but i didn't do anything about it until i really thought about it the consequences. and i know one of the consequences might be that it feels like a betrayal to you and your mother. i know that might seem like i don't care because i went for it anyway, but it's not as straightforward as that. i won't get into all of it though unless you really want to know because maybe you don't want to hear it and that's okay.
what i think you should know though is that i'm not going to ask either one of you to like it or not be pissed at me for it. i just don't want to hide it from either of you because regardless of how you feel about it, you should find out about it from me directly instead of down the line when it comes out eventually anyway.