[That turn of phrase gives him pause. I'm trying to understand. That's...what he wants, right? Maybe not just what he wants, either, but what he craves. Always, because he knows his faults, whether it's in the terrible things that have happened to him or in the simple everyday flaws of wishing he could speak with actions instead of words, it's understanding at the end of the day that he needs.

Kakyoin understands him when he doesn't have words. Giorno understands him, and is trying to do it again.

Maybe he needs that so badly right now because he can't even understand himself, and so deep down something inside him is crying out for someone else to do it, and make it make sense to him.

So he absorbs the questions, asking them of himself as much as Giorno is asking of him. When is he done? He knows it's what he wants, but that doesn't mean he knows how to get there. Does that make it blind whim, a fantasy he really can't have?]

...I don't know. It's "not feeling like this". Done is when he's not just...out there where he can fuck up my life any more than he already has.