[Speaking of things uttered completely matter-of-factly that really should be treated as a lot weirder than they are. If anything, Jotaro sounds a little dreamy about it, though; it's always reassuring when Hierophant is inside him, hiding and measuring and keeping him safe while his own body shelters him in return.
...
Also, knowing that at any moment Hierophant could twitch any bundle of nerves he wanted and play Jotaro's body like a finely-tuned violin. There's that too.]
You have to —
[He swallows, though, because this is another of those things that he's learned that maybe Kakyoin doesn't know, that he wants him to know because they might do this again and oh, hell, they might do this again —]
It's not just...wanting. When you're coming back up. It's easy to get kind of fucked up, if someone isn't...touching you. Um. I don't think I'm explaining this right.
Star made you do it because I needed it. Not just wanted it. It would've...I dunno. It would've gone bad if you hadn't.
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[Speaking of things uttered completely matter-of-factly that really should be treated as a lot weirder than they are. If anything, Jotaro sounds a little dreamy about it, though; it's always reassuring when Hierophant is inside him, hiding and measuring and keeping him safe while his own body shelters him in return.
...
Also, knowing that at any moment Hierophant could twitch any bundle of nerves he wanted and play Jotaro's body like a finely-tuned violin. There's that too.]
You have to —
[He swallows, though, because this is another of those things that he's learned that maybe Kakyoin doesn't know, that he wants him to know because they might do this again and oh, hell, they might do this again —]
It's not just...wanting. When you're coming back up. It's easy to get kind of fucked up, if someone isn't...touching you. Um. I don't think I'm explaining this right.
Star made you do it because I needed it. Not just wanted it. It would've...I dunno. It would've gone bad if you hadn't.