Logically, I knew. That if you'd survived then time would start again for you. You'd leave Egypt. It's what I wanted.
It's just different to know it and to have proof. I found out about Jolyne and. If she existed, time had to have passed. A lot of time, for her to be around and the age she is.
Imagine if Adrian or I went missing for two decades. And you knew we were probably still alive, but nothing else. Not that we were safe or happy or hurt or. Nothing. Just that two decades had gone by and you didn't get to know anything more than that and that there would never be anything you could do to change it. Everything you'd have thought for those twenty years, and thinking it in the same second.
It doesn't matter anymore, I suppose. Things are different. Or will be different. It's difficult to use the right tense here.
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I. Didn't regret seeing you. I just.
Logically, I knew.
That if you'd survived then time would start again for you.
You'd leave Egypt.
It's what I wanted.
It's just different to know it and to have proof.
I found out about Jolyne and. If she existed, time had to have passed. A lot of time, for her to be around and the age she is.
Imagine if Adrian or I went missing for two decades. And you knew we were probably still alive, but nothing else. Not that we were safe or happy or hurt or. Nothing. Just that two decades had gone by and you didn't get to know anything more than that and that there would never be anything you could do to change it. Everything you'd have thought for those twenty years, and thinking it in the same second.
It doesn't matter anymore, I suppose. Things are different. Or will be different. It's difficult to use the right tense here.
I didn't mean to hurt you.