Not at the saying things right part. But at the saying things at all part. I can't do that. It's. It hurts, saying things that aren't right. So if I can't say something right, I can't say anything at all.
I don't really know anything about any of this. But I know what fucking off back to sleep feels like. And I want to make you feel like that.
But I want you to be okay, when I'm not here. And you will be, because Adrian will be there. But that's. Cheating, I suppose. It's not doing it right. Just because I know he won't leave you doesn't mean he's.
It feels fucked up to say he's not a variable anyone but him can control. Most things sound fucked up if I say them the way they sound in my head.
It shouldn't matter. You shouldn't need to be able to feel safe alone, because we shouldn't leave you alone. But. Just in case.
If you try, I'll let Star pick out my movie villain outfit. Deal?
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Not at the saying things right part. But at the saying things at all part.
I can't do that. It's. It hurts, saying things that aren't right. So if I can't say something right, I can't say anything at all.
I don't really know anything about any of this.
But I know what fucking off back to sleep feels like.
And I want to make you feel like that.
But I want you to be okay, when I'm not here. And you will be, because Adrian will be there. But that's. Cheating, I suppose. It's not doing it right. Just because I know he won't leave you doesn't mean he's.
It feels fucked up to say he's not a variable anyone but him can control.
Most things sound fucked up if I say them the way they sound in my head.
It shouldn't matter. You shouldn't need to be able to feel safe alone, because we shouldn't leave you alone. But. Just in case.
If you try, I'll let Star pick out my movie villain outfit.
Deal?