mostly it's bad it makes me feel like i have to fight harder like it's this thing i can't let myself be
but you and adrian in your own ways you can both sort of put me into it press me down into being weak and hold me there until i stop fighting because that's just it
and then everything gets kind of small and quiet and it's nice i like that when i'm like that i'm not worried about anything
no subject
you're warm
[chuuuuuuu.]
mostly it's bad
it makes me feel like i have to fight harder
like it's this thing i can't let myself be
but you and adrian
in your own ways you can both sort of
put me into it
press me down into being weak
and hold me there
until i stop fighting because that's just it
and then everything gets kind of small and quiet
and it's nice
i like that
when i'm like that i'm not worried about anything