[The noise he makes when Kakyoin bites too hard is — embarrassing, to say the least, if he were really in any sort of position to be embarrassed about anything, which he isn't. Still, it's noticeably unlike him, a strangled high-pitched whine that makes him jump and stutter his breath, and to anyone who didn't have their hand up against his dick, it might sound like a reaction of surprise or pain.
It isn't. His eyes are a little glassy now, some of his composure fled, and he's fumbling to try to hold on to a coherent thought long enough to express it, that it isn't about the pain so much as it is just that — that Kakyoin did it at all, and it was okay.]
Do that again.
[The world never feels quite right when things are too perfect, too soft. He knows better than to think the real world is like that. A little sting reminds him that he's real. It's like adding acid to a heavy, sweet dish; the edge is what makes it all the better.
Belatedly, he realizes that in his preoccupation, his fingers had stilled inside Kakyoin. That just won't do; he starts to move them again, spreading and closing them in rhythm because it's fast becoming clear that neither one of them is going to be able to wait much longer.]
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It isn't. His eyes are a little glassy now, some of his composure fled, and he's fumbling to try to hold on to a coherent thought long enough to express it, that it isn't about the pain so much as it is just that — that Kakyoin did it at all, and it was okay.]
Do that again.
[The world never feels quite right when things are too perfect, too soft. He knows better than to think the real world is like that. A little sting reminds him that he's real. It's like adding acid to a heavy, sweet dish; the edge is what makes it all the better.
Belatedly, he realizes that in his preoccupation, his fingers had stilled inside Kakyoin. That just won't do; he starts to move them again, spreading and closing them in rhythm because it's fast becoming clear that neither one of them is going to be able to wait much longer.]
Fuck...like you don't make me crazy, too...