So he'll know when it's right for you to open them.
[ Star sets him down and he holds on, keeping one hand rested against him. Jotaro isn't going to be an asshole about this. He knows that. If Jotaro was going to react in any way other than positively then Star would have, too. Jotaro is going to look at him like he's beautiful and say nice things and it's still difficult.
For a split second he wants to run away and put on trousers and find someone who he doesn't like and make them feel stupid and worthless until he feels like himself again. But he can't, because he's holding on to Star. It's only a split second. The vulnerability only feels uncomfortable in tiny little fragments of time that end when Jotaro's eyes open.
There isn't really any time for self-doubt once Jotaro's eyes open, even before he speaks. ]
It's a special occasion. [ He offers as explanation, because it feels slightly less ridiculous in the moment than 'I thought it would make you happy'. ] I think Star likes it.
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[ Star sets him down and he holds on, keeping one hand rested against him. Jotaro isn't going to be an asshole about this. He knows that. If Jotaro was going to react in any way other than positively then Star would have, too. Jotaro is going to look at him like he's beautiful and say nice things and it's still difficult.
For a split second he wants to run away and put on trousers and find someone who he doesn't like and make them feel stupid and worthless until he feels like himself again. But he can't, because he's holding on to Star. It's only a split second. The vulnerability only feels uncomfortable in tiny little fragments of time that end when Jotaro's eyes open.
There isn't really any time for self-doubt once Jotaro's eyes open, even before he speaks. ]
It's a special occasion. [ He offers as explanation, because it feels slightly less ridiculous in the moment than 'I thought it would make you happy'. ] I think Star likes it.