[HE IS A GROWN-ASS DRAGON MAN HE IS NOT GOING TO SAY IT'S "CUTE" (it's cute oh no oh god he loves these sticky horses what the fuck).]
...You're right. About what would happen, if you fucked it up. If anybody fucked it up.
[His mind drifts back to that one phrase, the one he's convinced was said only once, and only in passing — like an icy well — and yet how the thought of it plagues Alucard, how it permeates everything he is and haunts him, how convinced he used to be that he was cold and unworthy of love.]
You've got your thing, right? That thing that everyone does that gets in your head and gnaws at you, and it's everywhere, and it fucks you up. That thing that hurts because no matter what you do, it's always there.
So does he. His thing is being different. And I think you're probably better than anyone at making him feel different, even without realizing it.
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[HE IS A GROWN-ASS DRAGON MAN HE IS NOT GOING TO SAY IT'S "CUTE" (it's cute oh no oh god he loves these sticky horses what the fuck).]
...You're right. About what would happen, if you fucked it up. If anybody fucked it up.
[His mind drifts back to that one phrase, the one he's convinced was said only once, and only in passing — like an icy well — and yet how the thought of it plagues Alucard, how it permeates everything he is and haunts him, how convinced he used to be that he was cold and unworthy of love.]
You've got your thing, right? That thing that everyone does that gets in your head and gnaws at you, and it's everywhere, and it fucks you up. That thing that hurts because no matter what you do, it's always there.
So does he. His thing is being different. And I think you're probably better than anyone at making him feel different, even without realizing it.