it feels like he should be pissed at me i don't know why maybe because it'd be easier if he was somehow like at least then i'd be right that i deserve it
it feels like he should be screaming at me and hitting me or something yelling at me how it's my fault except maybe that's not really him maybe that's just me
i don't know that's a lot of stupid stuff that i thought about erasing but i guess i decided not to for some reason
and for what it's worth i guess if your message was anything like his was then you saved people's lives
i don't know if that helps but i would have told him that too it made a difference it made all the difference
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i don't know why
maybe because it'd be easier if he was somehow
like at least then i'd be right that i deserve it
it feels like he should be screaming at me and hitting me or something
yelling at me how it's my fault
except maybe that's not really him
maybe that's just me
i don't know
that's a lot of stupid stuff that i thought about erasing but i guess i decided not to for some reason
and
for what it's worth i guess
if your message was anything like his was
then you saved people's lives
i don't know if that helps
but i would have told him that too
it made a difference
it made all the difference