starmark: (HESITANT ☆ but starving whales though)
Jotaro Kujo ([personal profile] starmark) wrote 2017-05-16 12:17 am (UTC)

[Oh. Well. He's quiet for a long moment, then, trying to figure out how to put his feelings into words.]

i think that this is the kind of stand that you would never use either way

i mean it goes without saying, i told you before that you could use this to attack somebody, that's not a surprise

but the thing is you wouldn't

it's

...

you're the kind of person who tries to shield other people by taking things on yourself

before i knew what star was, he kept getting out and hurting people and it bothered me because i was using him without realizing it, he was trying to do what i wanted him to do without either of us knowing what that was

but if that had happened with you and your stand, someone might've really gotten hurt, too

so maybe it's almost like you ordered it to attack yourself instead of anyone else

i don't know if that's true or not either way but i think that's the kind of person you are

but if you think about it that's also you protecting people from a part of you that scares you or that isn't...great

and i think you do that too, and that's where the burden thing comes from, is that you always try to hide the things about yourself that you don't like, whether it's your stand or your feelings or anything else

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