You likely will. It takes a long time. [ Which, coming from him, is admitting that he is still bothered by his own doings that he doesn't go over. The only time it came up was the other night when it was mentioned that Jotaro didn't have the opportunity to help him ]

I don't want to say it gets easier, but you think about it less and less as time goes on. Fits and starts are the worst that I get. [ Beat... ]

I have an advantage now. She tells me a few days beforehand when I'm going to need to eat again. It isn't baseless going out and finding something to use as a cushion just in case. It feels less problematic when She lets me know ahead of time.