I didn't want to hurt them. I wanted to be the only one hurt. But if I make it too easy for them, they'll end up with hurt feelings afterwards. I know that! They say things like, "that bastard just got what he wanted and I'm still like this!" So, I thought, I'll play with them a lot so that they get all those feelings out and feel better after they hurt me.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they're lying with lots of pieces missing and screaming.
I feel really sad about it, though. Then I feel okay because everything is all red and gooey and that always makes me feel better!
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I didn't want to hurt them. I wanted to be the only one hurt. But if I make it too easy for them, they'll end up with hurt feelings afterwards. I know that! They say things like, "that bastard just got what he wanted and I'm still like this!" So, I thought, I'll play with them a lot so that they get all those feelings out and feel better after they hurt me.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they're lying with lots of pieces missing and screaming.
I feel really sad about it, though. Then I feel okay because everything is all red and gooey and that always makes me feel better!