right before it kicked off, right before i started fighting him, your dad tried to warn me. he told me not to get near him, to run and save myself.
thinking about it now, i realize what he meant.
he wanted me to get away because dio wouldn't chase after me at first. he would stop and waste time killing jiji, time that would give me a head start.
everyone i went to egypt with, they all would've died to give me the chance to live. three of them did. i don't know why they all thought i was the
i don't know why people would be fine with dying for me
but maybe they knew something i didn't because for some reason i was the same as dio. he had his kingdom of stopped time and i remember him calling me an invader. like i didn't belong there. like...how dare i share that with him.
i found out that night that my star platinum, my soul, was identical enough to his that we shared the same power.
so. that means i'm like him. it must, if it's true that your stand is a part of you, then there must be a part of me that's the twin to the guy who killed my friends and hurt my mom, hurt you, did...all that shit
...
i don't really know why i'm telling you all of this but i guess...what i wanted to say is, when i was fighting him, i didn't feel like a hero. it didn't feel like i was doing a good thing and i wasn't...really thinking about anything except that i was pissed off
but fighting him felt like dying, slowly, for hours and hours
he did shit to me that i still have nightmares about
i still hear his voice sometimes when i don't want to, when i'm alone and it's dark and i'm on my back
but i don't regret it
and i'd do it again
and if everything i did meant that you survived then i'd do it a hundred more times over again because the world needs more people like you and like my mom
i'll never be able to make sense of what happened that night but living with it is a little easier, because i can say "because i did this, josuke survived"
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right before it kicked off, right before i started fighting him, your dad tried to warn me. he told me not to get near him, to run and save myself.
thinking about it now, i realize what he meant.
he wanted me to get away because dio wouldn't chase after me at first. he would stop and waste time killing jiji, time that would give me a head start.
everyone i went to egypt with, they all would've died to give me the chance to live. three of them did. i don't know why they all thought i was the
i don't know why people would be fine with dying for me
but maybe they knew something i didn't because for some reason i was the same as dio. he had his kingdom of stopped time and i remember him calling me an invader. like i didn't belong there. like...how dare i share that with him.
i found out that night that my star platinum, my soul, was identical enough to his that we shared the same power.
so. that means i'm like him. it must, if it's true that your stand is a part of you, then there must be a part of me that's the twin to the guy who killed my friends and hurt my mom, hurt you, did...all that shit
...
i don't really know why i'm telling you all of this but i guess...what i wanted to say is, when i was fighting him, i didn't feel like a hero. it didn't feel like i was doing a good thing and i wasn't...really thinking about anything except that i was pissed off
but fighting him felt like dying, slowly, for hours and hours
he did shit to me that i still have nightmares about
i still hear his voice sometimes when i don't want to, when i'm alone and it's dark and i'm on my back
but i don't regret it
and i'd do it again
and if everything i did meant that you survived then i'd do it a hundred more times over again because the world needs more people like you and like my mom
i'll never be able to make sense of what happened that night but living with it is a little easier, because i can say "because i did this, josuke survived"
so
...i guess that's what i wanted to say