[He trails off, slowly coming to the realization that he doesn't really want to approach that subject any further. Strange, to think that he's got a new set of losses from here as well, in their own ways just as permanent as the ones he's suffered back home.
He's never going to see some of these people again, is he? Because they'll go wherever they go, and he'll go somewhere else. Could he find them? Maybe. Maybe not.
Dead or gone forever — is there really such a difference between the two? Outside of the slim comfort of knowing that they're probably still out there somewhere, alive, but even that is just fantasy and wishful thinking, deep down.
Of course, then there's Rohan. He'll see Rohan again someday, won't he? Someday, when he's the Jotaro that Rohan remembers...
It almost makes him wonder if someday Rohan will end up disappointed that the guy he's going to meet in Morioh isn't the one he'd kissed in a tiny cramped apartment bedroom in a place called Ryslig.]
Are you worried? That I might leave and not come back.
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[He trails off, slowly coming to the realization that he doesn't really want to approach that subject any further. Strange, to think that he's got a new set of losses from here as well, in their own ways just as permanent as the ones he's suffered back home.
He's never going to see some of these people again, is he? Because they'll go wherever they go, and he'll go somewhere else. Could he find them? Maybe. Maybe not.
Dead or gone forever — is there really such a difference between the two? Outside of the slim comfort of knowing that they're probably still out there somewhere, alive, but even that is just fantasy and wishful thinking, deep down.
Of course, then there's Rohan. He'll see Rohan again someday, won't he? Someday, when he's the Jotaro that Rohan remembers...
It almost makes him wonder if someday Rohan will end up disappointed that the guy he's going to meet in Morioh isn't the one he'd kissed in a tiny cramped apartment bedroom in a place called Ryslig.]
Are you worried? That I might leave and not come back.